so today this girl i went to high school with wrote a status on Facebook about how she stopped this boy from being bullied and how disgusting and horrible it is for people to bully.
on and off, for a lot of primary school and high school, she made my life hell. she called me names, bitched behind my back, made plans to ‘destroy my life’ as she liked to call it, got numbers out of my phone so she could call people i hadn’t met and tell them how ugly i was, and spread rumours about me.
i know that it wasn’t her alone, but she was one of the main girls.
i wrote something along the lines of ‘slightly ironic don’t you think, don’t pretend to be such a saint.’ on the status. and then she sent me a message, saying how she’s only human and has made mistakes like everyone else.

this makes me so angry in so many ways. i make mistakes but my mistakes don’t have a severe effect on someone else’s life and happiness.
i honestly hold no grudge against her or anyone that was nasty to me. i simply don’t care. i have never wanted to be, and i never will want to be their friend. i will never suck up to someone that was downright nasty and pretends to not have been.

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bought so many yummy vegies. i could eat only stirfries. (Taken with instagram)

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you can just call me classy… (Taken with instagram)

i am going to aim to find something beautiful in every person i encounter.

9.20am today, 2 degrees. literally 10 minutes later it was sunny and warm.. #crazy #Canberra (Taken with instagram)

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new hair gaizzzz #me (Taken with instagram)

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productive shop! (Taken with instagram)

off to do winter shopping. obviously not impressed. #me (Taken with instagram)

i feel like the last few days I’ve been a sulky, miserable, mood swingy weirdo.
one minute im bouncing off the walls happy and hyper, the next im sad for no particular reason.. i don’t know what’s even up with that to be honest..
i am sick of repeating the same patterns and putting up with the same things and am resentful of the fact that i am reconsidering going to coffs now because i feel like i shouldn’t be the one making all the effort.. but my head is telling me it’s a bad idea…

When i care about someone, as a friend or more then that, i will do anything for them. anything. i put my whole heart in and all my focus is on making them happy, doing thoughtful things and i want to make them smile. all the time. and i never seem to have people that are the same in my life, besides a select few. i need new people and change and beautiful people (not superficial) that have the same ideals, morals and values.

winter shopping list for tomorrow.. (Taken with instagram)

cuddled up in bed, snuggling my kitty and listening to adele.. just got a good glimpse into my future as a crazy cat lady.. i am feeling a little miserable, but im not sure why :(

no pants Monday feat big bang theory and stealthy kitty.

almost 9am and I’m ready to move.. (Taken with instagram)

pamper time! featuring coffee and snickers.

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